Yea...So...Is you rolling?

WOW! WOW! WOW! So I'm currently at work and of course I'm not working cause ain't no need for it but life is getting out of control. First, Mia and Troy are meant to be together and I really think that they are just having a really big misunderstanding. Like Mia loves Troy to death and she would never just use him to have a baby and he should know that. Women need romance sometimes and guys need to understand that. Even if Troy doesn't like it and just wants to have sex, he should at least make an effort and try to take her out to eat. And I know money is tight but he could get her like a hamburger helper dinner and make it and then they can go sit in a park or something and eat it and it will still be romantic. Now Mia was in the wrong too. No man wants to hear that other men make his girl wet. :( that is a No-No! Instead, Mia should tell troy what she sees in these men that he's not doing or not providing for her. Honestly, I know Mia still wants Troy and is attracted to him, and he really has nothing to worry about and they will get past this. I just feel like you guys are going through a lot of stress and just need time to yourselfs to be able to talk and geek and fall in love all over again. :D

As for Dezzy, AWWWWWW (I'm giving you a hi-five through this blog). I'm happy that you had a good time and I told you that you would and its funny cause you asked me what time should you come back and in my mind I was think this chick ain't coming back no time tonight! lol...But anyway, I think you are really falling in love with him and its not even just a "he-got-good-dick" type of thing. :D

Finally, I don't know whats going on but all these dudes that I do not want are intrested in me. First, I have a close male friend who everyone says likes me but I need to make it clear that I will NEVER want him. People keep thinking that if we hang out, we'll grow on each other but that ain't the case at all!! First impressions mean a lot to me and he just didn't make a great one. Not that he did anything wrong, he just isn't my type. Second, there's Josh. Josh is Jason's best friend and Jason is my ex boyfriend. Now, I loved Jason and I love Josh but its in two totally different ways. Jason was my boo and we had a relationship and we were together for 2 years. Josh was just always there (often cock blocking) and he would complain when me and jason would sneak off from him. Now that Jason is away in college (yeah! I always pick the smart ones), I think Josh thinks I want him but that ain't the case. Josh will always be Joshy to me and that ain't EVER going to change. His like a littel brother who just happens to be taller then me. he even made a joke about me giving Jason head and then tried to call me on it when I didn't deny it. I didn't need to cause it would have been between me and him but for the record NOTHING happened between me and him. I just want the people in my life to understand that I am as bold as it gets. If I want you, I will let you know! If I don't want you, I will also let you know! I'm trying to let people down gently but they ain't following my brain wave!!

Back to work
Sandra/Becky Out

P.S. Mia, I'm with you like who the hell is Liz?? she don't even call me that and I never sign that on anything!! Dezzy FAIL!