If you want to get on stage, you have to SWIM!!

This title is because I just saw the Lil Mama fail on the VMA's ( I know I'm late) and I decided I love that song with Jay Z and Alicia Keys. Oh and a moat around the stage next year sounds like a good idea. If you want to get on stage, you have to swim! SWIM BITCH, SWIM SWIM (in lil wayne voice)! The lyrics really speak to me, especially Alicia's key's singing. My favorite part of the song is when she says "These streets will make you feel brand new" . I agree because although I'm not from the hood ever since I moved to Baltimore I've felt so connected to the streets and the hood and I always feel like I just as easily could have been born here. My father could have impregnated any girl he wanted you know? Like this is the city that produced my father and I'm his daughter so this is my hood too. It's just something about it ... I love it, I love how the streets breathe, how the streetlights shine outside and its not pitch black land, I love the front steps on row homes. Songs like these make me reflective of how much I love the hood even though I'm not from here, in my heart I am.

In response to lisandra, you know you couldnt wait for a Club Day either do not front! Lol. I love Club Day cause where else can you just chill out drink smoke and just be in the company of good people. We really did have so much fun last night. She made out with this new guy and I made out with one of our friends. FYI smoking and drinking combined is like ecstasy. I know people do this at frat parties all the time but I never made out with anyone at a party before so all the chemicals in my brain were really kicking in lol. I just love that chemicals in your brain can just take you away and not make you care about anything. Cause frankly I care about too much and I like to just have a break sometimes. I got into a little trouble with my friend who I made out with but what can I say I guess two mischievous people can't be in the same place at the same time without getting into mischief. I had like a battle in my head the whole time with like my good side and my bad side so I probably seemed bipolar lol - part of me that just doesnt give a fuck and the other part that always thinks like a lady. But in my defense it's hard to think like a lady when your fighting against things like a lip ring! Lol so anyway I can't wait til next weekend cause its my twins birthday and we are going to party like its our first and last party. Lisandra already listed all the goods thats gonna be there -- I plan on getting wasted like last time of course. When we're all grown and married with kids at least I know I'm gonna have good times to look back on - the best years of my life.

-Miss Dezy Ba-bay!