Never Fucking Again

So the title doesn't mean that I won't ever fuck again (As in sex). It means that I won't ever in my life get high again!!!

So I went to a drama house party on a chill night (As usual). Chatting, Beer Pong, and Dancing, and I was the soberest one in the house. Well that was until my walk home decided she wanted to go to another Drama House so I had to agree because there was no way I was walking home by myself. So we get there and everyone is already high but wanting to smoke more. So my friend asks me to join her in a room to smoke and I said I'll go but won't smoke. Yeah that was a load of hooey.

I got there and was peer pressured into smoking. Okay not really peer pressured but it was tempting. I was so good until that last hit I took that had me coughing up both of my lungs for like 50 minutes. And then the high hit me. Everything swirled in circles. I couldn't remember shit I did 3 seconds ago and I was a little dizzy. So I told my friends we needed to go home. I was tired and hella high and I hated being in the confined space of the room because it was making me a little antsy. So, we're walking home and I start hallucinating like a BITCH. I thought people were going to rob and shoot me. I thought black ninjas were following me. I heard voices everywhere, I saw a dog in the bathroom and a dirty ass lady sitting on the chair in my common room.

But the worst hallucination would have to be right when I was falling asleep and I could've sworn there were hamsters crawling in my bed and white cockroaches on my pillow. And my first thought wasn't "Shit, wtf". My first thought was "Fuckin' Hamsters." Those words exactly.

Also, I had the munchies like a bitch and I ended up walking all the way in someone's room on the wrong floor before I found out it wasn't the floor I lived on. I couldn't stop laughing for shit and I felt sooooo stupid when people cut me off in conversations. I always feel so retarded and I hate it. So I don't think I'll be getting that high ever again, or even at al.