I appriciate those things, but thats every day stuff?

I always say thank you for those things you do right after you do it, and if you don't think i do then say something, but i think i always say thank you. And as for me watching Melanie i don't remember you saying anything about it only you fussing at me about making your mother stand outside for 20 mins and i didn't even tell her to stand outside and wait for me. Secondly i don't care about you not giving me anal, you don't like it so i don't press it. and i don't say anything about your sexual desires if anything i try to help you. The small things are what i like, i ask you for little things like watching a movie with me, playing a game. These are the things that i value cuz you know i am a lonely person and i just want someone to fill the void of not having any siblings and not many friends. I thought you would understand this seeing as though you have a brother that didn't want to do anything with you. I feel like you you feel about the board games that no one would play with you. Now we buy board games and i play them with you even if i don't want to. So, I'm sorry Mia that i like wold like for you to do some things that i like to do, so i won't ask anymore for you to do anything. And i always tell you every day that you are beautiful and try to tell you how much i think you are so sexy and all and how your body i beautiful to me and how there is nothing wrong with you and how i try to break you out of apologizing all the time for nothing.

Lastly this is the most important so I'm giving it it's own paragraph. I apologize that what i said hurt your feelings. I wasn't saying it to say that I'm going to find some one that will do what you don't, but more as i would use them to do things that i would be embarrassed to do with you cuz it would demean you or make you think less of me. And now that i think about it, it was wrong and hurtful and i didn't think about it before i said it. And anyway its said sounds bad so, once again i apologize.