So often misunderstood

Let's get this straight first.... I do apolgize because I did say that kinda wrong! It's not that I think he's ugly I want what lizzy said I want note romance!! Something out of the norm it dont even have to be ne thing with money!!! I'm tired of having to tell you what I want but since I don't tell you I don't get ne thing! The only thing I asked him for was a letter n he didn't even do that!! I just want to b courted n a few days I told him that n he said he already has me he don't have to do that like idk I just wanna be romanced n he don't c that!!! I tried talking to him I tried apologizing but he won't budge I don't want it to b this way so i try talking to him but he won't budge all I want is to able to talk to him but when I do he just gets angry n shut off n I told him that n he says no he don't do that but what is he doing now!!!! I feel so misunderstood