This life is taking all of my energy

This title refers to the song "energy" by Keri Hilson. Even though it refers to love, I can relate to the general idea u kno.

MY LIFE
So I wake up at 6 everyday to go to school
go to school
go to work
wait for buses
get Melanie
go home
clean her/feed her
put her to bed (this is all done by 10)
do homework
talk to boyfriend (fiancee)
go to bed around 1
wake up at 6

This is very stressful.
If people new how often I thought about killing myself, they'd probably put me in some kind of crazy house lol, but I do think about it a lot cuz I feel so stressed but then it seems like every time I look at that little girl of mines and how cute, and special and smart she is..... that thought soon vanished. But I do think about quitting a lot. I am in so much finical debt its ridiculous. I owe my aunt 160 dollars. My cell phone bill is 2 something. I want to move out but I just can't see how in the hell i can afford it. I'm just stressed and I hate being stressed like this. I have these crazy ass monster headaches that come out of no where like its so hard and it seems like everyone wants so much from me that I feel like I'm slowly killing myself. My boyfriend wants me to hurry hurry and find an apartment before he comes home in the winter, but I'm stressing cuz i cant see i way I can do this and i don't have ne money so I'm like fucked in the ass. My mother is always fussing and nagging me about something and that's stressing me. My daughter's father is like always on my back about why I'm am acting so weird and why this and why that. and I'm like telling him that I have things to do and he doesn't understand because he's a drop out he never made it to the part when school really stresses you out. Then money.... Not having money is stressful in its own. I have so many bills and no money that I'm just stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was on the bus stop earlier stressing of course. cuz Melanie's father only gave me 40 towards my 200 dollar baby sitting fee. I just couldn't take. I'm on park heights and Hayward bursting out in tears, because I'm so stressed. I cry so much now that I feel like I don't even have tears ne more. Its just soooo hard. And it crazy cuz I cry at like random. I don't even know like when I start I just can't stop! I don't know, I think I'm like going crazy....

I don't even know anymore... I need to go to bed, so I guess I can sleep my problems away I guess.


Or maybe I should bottle them up and tell no one. No one cares anyway.........