Acting is making me a serious stalker!

Okay, so (lol) I'm laughing because this was the funniest highlight of my day. So, this acting book that I'm reading that I quoted from earlier, "Unnatural Acts", has these little exercises that we have to do that's collected at the end of the semester. Well, one of the exercises involves me watching a stranger and seeing how their body, face, movement, etc. effect my opinion of them. Well, I figured it was going to be kinda weird walking around staring at someone for a while, so I decided to do this a little discreetly, by the side of a building (yeah, it's still didn't work). So there's like this ledge I was sitting on. I had my book and notebook out (As a cover) and was ready to spy on one person who was brave enough to sit near me. BAM! Specimen number one sat next to me. I couldn't really look at them closely because they would know. Besides, they got up and walked away anyway so I scratched them out my list. BAM! Specimen number two. She sat a little farther and didn't face me so she was perfect. I started jotting down things.

So as you know, it's still summer so it's pretty hot here, and the heat makes me tired. Not to mention I had already been to 2 long classes and I was on my way to another one. So, when I'm hot and tired, I tend to daze off, unconsciously, and guess where I happened to be dazing....right in the girls face that I happened to be watching. Now, I wasn't acknowledging her face, but I guess she thought I was because she keep glancing at me. I'm pretty sure she "Guessed" I was spying on her because a) I was b) the notebook and crap and c) it looked as though I was staring at her from my dazing. So I snapped out of it, realized what I was doing and looked away embarrassed (I knew I should've watched a guy. She probably thinks like I'm a lesbian or something). So after that, she walked away (without me noticing) and I'm like "damn" I'm scaring people away, lol.

So another funny (Awkward) moment happened when I was at the carnival on Saturday with my friend Josh. We had went together and we were waiting for my friends Milly and Marcelo. I was already freaked out to be around him because Milly and Marcelo already believed that we had a "Thing" going on because HE ALWAYS FUCKING FOLLOWS ME! So we're at the carnival and he buys Dippin' Dots because I do and plays this game because I do and I'm like Josh...for Christ Sakes get a life. So we play the game twice and he ends up winning and asks me what I want and I'm like HELLL NO! I'm not taking anything from your ass. So he gets a frog (because he sees that I have a frog necklace) and tries to give it to me, yet I reject it (lol). So then I go to another game and there's this BIGGER FROG there and like the guy is like "So you're gonna win that for her" but I ignore him and I play...not JOSH...but ME. I! (I lose). So the guy is like "Aww come on, show her how to do it." and he's like "NAWW" and I'm like "Good boy" and the guy goes "Well don't you love her"

THAT BITCH!

I walked away. Just because I'm walking with a guy does not mean we're dating, asshole! That ruined my day. I never want to be with Josh alone....EVER again!