I feel much better like I feel like I coped, in a sense. I just can't shake this ashamed feeling. I feel so bad that I have to resort to being a baby when I don't have sex. Troy told me that I'm impossible to please and I've always told myself that I wasn't impossible to please, but I'm starting to believe I am. Like when we have sex it soooooo good, but like when I have good sex, my body wants more of it and I get the tingly horny feeling all over my body and "area" like I feel so bad right now because idk, I just do cuz Troy's great in bed, he has unbelievable stamina, amazing stroke and he touches my spots like never before, and this happens every time we have sex. But I just get such a thrill from the sex that I want it again.
I feel so bad!!! like how embarrassing is it to admit you have a sex addiction? like how common is that? and it like i can't help myself I love sex and I get so upset at the thought of not having it, that I throw tantrums and hissy fits because I want my fix!
like now I'm about to talk this test called sast (sexual addiction screening test) to see if I have a problem......
idk...... I'm gonna go to bed and find a hobby to occupy me and take me away from the thought of sex and direct my attention to a positive manner........
Impossible to please
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