cheese steaks and ice creams... and all the other weird things happening to me

So today started out pretty bad... my mother comes in my room and tries to start an argument with me! So 6 in the morning we are back and forth back and forth! she like called me a liar and I made her think that way of me, so I'm like WHOA!!!!!!!!! Melanie is 2 years old? wtf r u talking about? if you don't just get over that! and she's looking all dumb founded and stuff, so to myself I'm thinking yea feel dumb don't u ! So I ended up being late for class because she wants to argue and shit.


So on to something more relative to my title.....
I've been craving hot spicy food, along with shrimp cheese steaks, and vanilla ice cream! like IDK WHY, I'm craving this but I want it. Like I want the polish hot treats that come in the red and white pack, yea..... I am them, and some really hard vanilla ice cream, like stuck to my spoon hard....... omg, and I want some ice too.... and I've been on a ginger ale tip too, not Canada dry that's too sweet but Seagram's ginger ale. idk why but that's what I've been wanting.


SO I figured two possible ways to jump start my life!

• take out a loan get caught up on my bills and hopefully get an apartment.
• wait for my refund to come catch up on bills, and then maybe be caught up enough to get a loan and be able to pay it.......

Idk those are just some starters.

So after me and my mother like had an argument, my day seemed just shitty. but it got better my manager is gonna take me shopping Monday and buy me new clothes something I don't have. So that made me super happy. then my mom I guess as a make up present brought me my bus pass, lol I guess. idk.

What else.........

I think that's it really school better I got my book vouchers, classes are fine I love my intro to sociology class. everything is good, I got my work study assignment, working 9 and hrs pretty good for doing nuffin. I'm just generally happy, plus from work study (WS) I leave way earlier than I would at the zoo, so i super happy. everything is working for me, as long as I take it one day at a time and don't get stressed!!!!!!!

PS

its kinda hard for me to blog frequently because I do have like 2 jobs, school, and parenting to do, so please please forgive me lol