Clouds in my Coffee..

Okay, so there's no real way to describe my whole like, week in one title...because it was a bit "cloudy". (Ahhh...see that connection). Well okay, for starters, there's a Marathon tonight but I don't think I'm going to go because I have a 30 minute presentation to start, a play to write, and 8 reading assignments all due on either Tuesday or Thursday. So I need to start get cracking on that.

Second, I'm so glad Thursday is over...it's my worse class schedule day over. When they made the Drama schedules, they didn't take into consideration that Syracuse Stage is the second fartheset thing from the campus (It's about a 20 minute walk from campus). And so they gave me two classes today that I have to get to in 10 minutes from Syracuse Stage...that's not happening. So I leave my classes early. Today I got lucky because the bus came in the morning when I had to leave my first class early to get to Stats and the second time, we got out of Theatre Production earlier so I was even able to go to CVS and pick up some Cranberry juice, lol.

Speaking of Stats, MY STATS CLASS IS SOO FUCKING DUMB! Like the teacher thinks she's teaching middle school, my class is so slow. This one dude pissed me off because he spent like 30 minutes confused talkign about: "I don't get why that's concave up and that's concave down" DUMMY! BECAUSE CONCAVE UP CURVES "UP" AND CONCAVE DOWN CURVES "DOWN! He was all like "But, concave up is getting closer to zero so how is it curving up" OMG...these people.

But besides that, I got excited because we did a little calculus today with Normal Distribution and Density Curves. I was like "AHHH DAMSEAUX" Like everybody else in the class was like "DURRHHHHHH *drool*" lol. I swear like, I feel smart now because no one took calculus before so I'm like...ohh the formula for that is the integral of xf(x)dx. ohh the formula for that is integral from negative infiniti to m f(x) = 1/2. I was on a role. I miss HL MATH :(

Oh, and I also discovered, (While doodling) in my acting class this morning that the reason why I can speak on stage but not in the front of a classroom is because when I'm in a classroom, I'm Jasmine, and Jasmine has that fear. But when I'm on stage I'm that character and it says no where that that character has that fear. Omg I'm a genius lol

And also, I spoke to Carlos today (sigghhh). He was like "When we gonna dance again?" and like smirked at me. I almost died...

Another random statement.....it's been 2 long agonizing weeks but I finally found a guy here that I like, and his name is Charlo. (Sigh) lol. He's just soo..........idk. Like he's so withdrawn which makes me want to get to know him more. (Yeah I kinda like Carlos but I don't know if he's gay or not, lol). But back to Charlo. Like we did this exercise in my CORE class on Wed. where we individually stood in front of the classroom while everyone else (without putting their name on the paper) observed us and wrote down things that we did as ourselves and how that affected the way we came off to them. So, of course everyone wrote down things for me like:

Fidgety
Looks like she wants to dance
Smiles alot/ looks friendly
Looks like the life of a party
Cannot stand still
In touch with roots (lol)
Restless
playful with hands
fun
strong
professional but crazy
cool calm and collected
young at heart
I'd feel like she'd be a good patty-cake partner (haha)
sense of humor (And mind you they got all of this from how I was standing and moving)
mature
jumpy
giddy
easy going

Short attention span

gets bored easily
self-conscious

BUT THEN...someone put...all of these....(not traits)...but like....features/compliments like:

pretty
cute dimples
would love to be around her



blah blah blah. And like, after my teacher read them off and gave it to me I was like...a guy had to write this because the handwriting read 'guy'. So....now I'm determined to see if it was Charlo. I'm sitting next to him on Monday and seeing lol. Jasmine is on an investigation


Oh and something funny happened. So we were in Marcelo's room chilling and he went to shower. So, my father called me (on my new voyager :)) and so I accidentally took his keys with me. So I gave them to Mily who decided to play a trick on Marcelo. So me, Josh and Milly are chilling in the chill area on their floor and locks his door and stuff. So Milly runs off somewhere with his keys. So Marcelo gets out of the shower and goes to his room and it's locked and he's like: "HEY!" so we're laughing and what not. So he's like..."Imma go to your room and put on your underwear". So he takes my keys, goes to my room, tries to take my clothes. I'm screaming like "NO DON'T PUT ON MY UNDERWEAR" lol. But I finally convince Milly to come back...but it's like the funniest thing ever haha because he's running around in his towel, which almost fell off lol.

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