Going Through Withdrawal

I'm at work right now so this post has to be quick...

I feel so bad right now, like idk why, like I do but I don't really have anyone to talk to so I decided to hurry up back here and right a blog....

I feel so ugh just frustrated because I want to do it. Like I really do and I can't because bf has stuff to do and he can't be two places at once, like we started this morning and he was sleep and I wanted him to wake up so bad cuz I wanted to have sex, but he wouldn't wake up he just kept sleeping and it made me so angry on the inside like, idk I have a problem. I really do. like I even function right cuz I know he's leaving and I have to wait another weekend to see him again, like I feel like I'm going through a withdrawal. And it makes me feel so bad that I feel this way over sex, and Idk I just feel really bad and ashamed of myself that I have come to this, but I can't help it. I try so hard to resist, but its hard, it makes me mad and......... idk, I have to go so I'll finish with another post tonight to see if I feel better or not.