Taste of strawberry in my Throat

Yes, and I mean that literary. Saturday we went to a hookah bar. It was fun, like i really enjoyed its not a harsh smelling at cigarettes or harsh on your lungs like weed... its smooth, and the flavor really sticks to your throat and doesn't make you cough like the other two, its the best of both worlds because you kinda get a little buzz, the calming of cigarettes, and the lifting you get from weed... HOOKAH. What a stress reliever, I wanna go back, or get my own... idk something....

Other news....I don't know really, nothing else is really new... Troy came home we went together to the hookah bar, he claims I bring the bad out of him, bullshit lol he knows he like it. :)
Lets see, work, same, home same, family same, everything is pretty good. I'm had some personal problems but nothing that's bad, just you keeping track of myself. Oh, did I ever mention, I don't believe I did, that I stopped taking my birth control pills?

I didn't well lets begin....
I didn't stop to start getting pregnant, I started so when I'm ready I can easily have one. So I tried stopping before, never worked, I always bleed forever and its messy and its just horrible and it makes me feel really bad about myself, but since I knew troy was gone and I knew that We wasn't having sex like we used to I decided to stop and take what happens as is, and it wasn't like before, I had an heavy period and I just knew that I was gonna b bleeding until October, but it stopped like it stopped with no help from me (normally I just take a bunch of bc and make it stop completely not healthy) So I'm happy that I now feel normal, back to the regular cycle, hopefully I might b a month or 2 before I regular, regular. but I just feel good to not have to remember to take no body's damn pills (sigh) Feels good :-D!!

So that's a story for today, I wasn't sappy and depressed today, I was earlier but now I happy!