Cheez-It!!!

I don't really know what to put in this blog........


Well, the most important thing is, Charlo has finally made an effort to make a relationship with me lol. (Btw, Charlo is this TOTALLY AMAZING guy in my CORE who I'm in love with) Anyway, today, in Voice, I was doing something with my pants and he goes "Are you okay?" And I'm like "You know how when you're sick and you get sick pain? Well I'm sick and I have sick pain". So I squat...grab the crotch part of my sweatpants (I didn't actually grab my crotch) Then I made this face (you know those Jasmine faces I always make). I did it because my legs were hurting. So he laughs and he goes, "I'm in love with you SOOOO much". Then, I couldn't stop smiling. That's the second time he's told me he loved me in the past two weeks. The first time I ignored it because it was after we did an assignment: Here's the assignment because it was amazing.

So we had to come into Acting class one day as our opposite. Well, there were 3 BIG assholes in the class (As opposites), and one little asshole. I was a Big asshole since I'm completely the opposite in real life. So was Charlo and this boy Matt. Well, after a while, me and Charlo realized that neither one of us got along with Matt (his opposite) so we formed like this asshole crew that Julie (The little asshole) joined in on. So we were the asshole triangle by the end of class. It was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. So at the end of the day, Charlo comes up to me and is like "You're the only person I talked to. I liked you". So I was like oh okay cool...so he likes me as an asshole. Great. But then we were on the bus stop and he goes "I love you. You're so funny". And I'm like yaay, he loves me...but I didn't dwell too much on it, lol. So then we have lunch together and he's like "We're the same person" blah blah blah. Like all of these things about how much we have in common and I'm like "Too bad opposites attract" LOL.

But I'm cool. I do like him but I like him on a level where I know it's not going to be serious between us. I'm perfectly okay with making him like me...and then being satisfied lol. If I can get him to that point, I'm fine and I can move on with my life. Until then, mission "Attract Charlo" is still in it's baby days.

Btw, I found out he wasn't the one that wrote all the comments about how I was pretty and stuff...Liam did (I LOVEEEEEE Liam). But, he did write that I have cute dimples lol.