The Love Of My Life

So...I never talked about Greg on here, so I'll give the background. I've known him for like 7 years and we always had this love/hate relationship where he pisses me off and we don't talk and then I piss him off and we don't talk but at the end of the day, he's still me boo. So, I told him and and Brittnie were engaged and he was really pissed and called me all kinds of names and told me to fuck off cause he hated me and I was breaking his heart and all kinds of stuff and didn't want to talk to me. And when I told Brittnie, she's like well you need to stop being friends with him and I was like, sure (cause he didn't want to be friends with me anyway). So I kept calling him and he would NOT talk to me. Like he wouldn't answer and then he got his phone cut off. So when I finally got in touch with him (which was lucky cause the call went through even though the phoen was off), he told me how he wasn't mad at me anymore but he had a new phone and he gave me the number. So we talked about it and about how he was mad that I would end what me and him had by getting engaged and that he could always destroy any relationship I was in but that if I got married, he might never get me. And I was like AWWW. (now I know you think its bs but this is real cause I knwo him like no one else ever will). But at the time I was at Brittnie's house so I told him I would call him back and I did the other night.

So me and him are talking and he's telling me that he's happy that I'm happy but that he's still in love with me and that he can't help but be mad at the situation. And he feels that I'm putting her before him and that he expected this from everyother female but me. I told him that I still had love for him but that I just wasn't in love with him. And he asked me was I sure. I'm not though. Like I can tell him anything and do anything with him and he won't accuse me of being dumb or immature but he'll laugh at me cause he's my friend. And like no matter what, I know that I can ask him to give me the world and he'll do it in a heartbeat. And I realize that I don't treat him right and that I need to be there for him cause I'm his rock. He's the honey to my bee! :D The caramel to my apples :D!! lol and like when I think about him, I can't help but smile and wanna laugh and think about all the dumb stuff we've said to each other over the years and all the fun times we've had together and all the times we yelled at each other but we're cool again by the end of the night. And its weird cause he tells me he loves me all the time but when we were younger he would die before he commited to one girl. And I don't care if he has hoes on his dick, giving him money cause I ain't doing that and he doesn't expect that from me. Like all he wants me to do is be happy and carefree with him and grow together and one day start a family (so we can be hood rich :D lol) and I feel like he deserves that.

And I know that if me and him don't work out, he'll still be my best friend and we can always hang

Ta Ta For Now
Lisandra