I'm With Mia

I'm really tired of all the bullshit that goes on in my relationship! Like how the fuck do you expect me to care about the shit you say when every other second your telling me I'm dumb or this or that?! LOOK BITCH! I have a 3.0 (soon to be 3.8 :D) GPA at a hard-ass school, not to mention a fuckin job, and I atill find time to hang with my friends and make sure that they're cool no matter what is going on! And you want me to spend all my free time with you when you wouldn't do the same for me?! Lets take last night for example. So all yesterday Brittnie bitches cause we don't talk anymore and we don't hang out and this and that shit. So, I'm like ok, I'll make time for you and she tells me that we're going to the store. So I think its just me and her. WORNG! It was me, her and her grandmother (not that I don't love her grandmother). but the trip wasn't even to spend time with me. It was so her granny can buy stuff for Brittnie's party on the low without Brittnie seeing! But then Brittnie proceeds to try to hold my hand when her grandmother isn't looking and shit like that! WTF?! Your turning 22 on friday! WHY THE FUCK DOES THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN YOUR LIFE NOT KNOW THAT WE ARE ENGAGED!!!! WHY?! WHY?! you want me to be fucking excited about it?! then act like a grown woman and tell your fucking granny!!! ugh! But then the night continued and we go to walmart. (Mind you we left giant at like 9 something) So her grandmother had to wait for one of those scooters cause she can't walk around and I had to wait with them. After waiting for 45 minutes (and me and Brittnie arguing cause I had a problem), her granny finally gets the scooter jsut to go upstairs and they don't have what she wants! UGH!!!!UGH!!!!!UGH!!!!! and then her grandmother wants to go to another walmart! EXCUSE ME?! So I was like no, I have school in the morning and I did not sign up for this! and then Brittnie is gonna bitch like you always stay at my house til like 12 anyway so I don't know why your acting this way and blah blah blah! mind you, I be sleep at her house from 7-11 pm! and its the end of the semester so teachers are trying to pull everything together and its stressful! Not to mention I got transfer at my job to will call and membership (which is a big step :D) and I'm learning a new position! SO GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!!! she acts like just cause she works corrections now, she can step to me! NO! YOU CAN NOT!!! you go to fuck BCCC which is like 13th grade for anyone who graduated from city!!! CUT THE BULLSHIT!!!

I forgot, so yesterday after all this happened, I went home and I was feeling sick so I told her I would call her back. So I call at 11:40pm and she's like, "well, I'm on the phone with someone." BITCH! its 11:40!! WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO!! so I hang up when she says that and she calls me back at 1:30am. Excuse me?? Fuck you, Fuck that, and Fuck it!

All For Now
Sandra Out