In Response to MY Amazing Friends

First before I start, I know what your about to read may make me seem like an ass (certain parts) but its all love and I say it because I love you guys. This blog is really helping me realize why I became a psych major.

Troy
Lol...I loved your blog but I could have done without the ending but its all good. I'm happy that your opening up about your feelings and that you and mia are doing that class and that your trying to get shit together! I wish there was more to say but just accept my praise! lol

Mia
I don't think that you and troy are too young to get married. I'm extra happy that you guys are trying to do the damn think instead of the common black folk that I meet that have been engaged for like 17 years and have like 6 kids and still ain't tie the knot cause of this and that. I can feel you cause people think I am too young to marry Brittnie because of whatever and I just have to deal with that. Like I don't care what people think of our relationship cause it is what it is. And we are gonna work and make it and I know that you and Troy are the same way.

About the money thing, its just life babe. Like I never wanted to take out a student loan but you really don't need credit to take one out and if it comes down to it, that extra money could really come in handy. Like I know its the paying it back part that sucks but in 4 years when you graduate, you might have money like that. And even if you don't graduate {I will not yell at you if you decide its too much right now :D}, you will still have 6 months to start making money and the loan people work with you so keep your head up. Bring a baby into the world is hard when both parents go to school full time but you gotta remember that Troy is there to help you. Like I wish I could give you the money but I ain't got it like that but I would pawn my city ring for you (thats $450 dollars if you need it!)

Jassy
I'm a psych major and I can help you if you want it. I'm not going to tel you its all in your head because it's not. If you experience those kinds of things, you def don't have to go through it alone and if you don't have anyone believe you, I will.

Dezeray
lol...I loved your blog too! Your so horny fro no reason, go get a vibrator. It might not fulfill you like penis would, but it is STD free and will help you though these hard times. Furthermore, I'm happy that your financially stable {someone in the group had to be lol} but be careful not to spread yourself too thinly and spend all your money on drinks! lol. Finally, I think that you will get hired at the aquarium. Like Zack totally liked you and you already meet my other supervisior Scott that day that the women was wilding out for no reason and he thought you were cool peoples! Just focus on finishing school and get that A!!

Justin
I'm so happy that you want to come back to our country!!!! lol...I'm sorry that Hawaii didn't work out for you the way you would have liked it to but its a life lesson and now you can share with other people. Maybe one day you can talk to the seniors at city and tell them the benefits of staying close to home. Lol. When you feel pissed off, just keep the countdown in your head and don't let those phony people get to you cause you always have us and we are always down to get a chicken box and a half&half!

Finally, Myself
It's weird talking to myself. So I won't. Last night, Brittnie was mad at me cause she's really excited about marrying me and I just haven't been acting the same way. And it's not that I don't want to marry her, its just that no one really acts like their excited for me. Like I'm about to take one of the biggest steps in my life and commit myself to her forever and I know that she will always be there and that she will always take care of me and my child and everything. She really is offering the world to me and people think that cause we fight all the time that we're not gonna work out but its not even that. Just because I don't share all the sweet things that she does or prance around bragging doesn't mean that we don't have our happy moments. For example, she takes me out all the time for no reason but just because she loves me. Or when I was sick, she brought me food and even stayed with me and rubbed my tummy :D. Or that she got me the most perfect ring ever and that she really thought about what I wanted and not about if she could afford it. Also, she's willing to lose all her straight friends who think gay marriage is wrong, just to be with me!! and that means a lot to me. so for everyone who wasn't excited for me, FUCK YOU! I don't even fucking care cause the people that really matter are going to be there for me and I know that! What I don't need is all the hating and jealously and the bullshit! Like Justin said, you really know who's phony after a while and I know who has my back!

To everyone
I love you guys and I'm happy that you guys can say anything and do anything and I will always be here for you and I will always help you if you need it!

All For Now
Sanda Out