When in Rome

Do as the Romans do. I THINK NOT!!!!!!!!!

For starters, I am so proud of myself! I didn't get wasted, pissy drunk or and thing that would have me waking up regretting anything, or having to apologize for something! I think I did a wonderful job and I didn't fall under peer pressure. Like I have something to drink, don't get me wrong, but I knew when to stop, which makes me feel very mature and responsible.

As far as last night, it was crazy and I had a good time, but towards the end, it just got rediculous. Like honestly dez, it's not that we think you did something that you say you didn't. Its the fact that we couldn't find you. When was looking all over trying to find you saying that you was in the bathroom, when WE KNOW FOR A FACT that you wasn't. Like if you would've just said that, "hey I'm with such and such just give me a minute," we would have waited. But instead you chose to lie and say you was somewhere you wasn't scaring us because you wanted to be an out of control drunk. I see your little voice told you stop, but I think it wait until it was too late. But it's over, you don't remember, WE do. You live and you learn and that's it. I'm done talking about it.


On another note. It's sooo hard being a couple around your single friends. They do things that single people do. And me and Troy both admitted, that its hard to watch, because you see them having fun and stuff, and you can;t really because you don't wanna make the other mad. Like me personally I wouldn't get mad because I'm older now, and I realize that if we are meant to be we will. I trust Troy and if he wanna go and dance his life away, go see stripers or do whatever. But I know that he will bring that hard dick home to me. I'm feeling feel mature right now. Like I'm just feeling so on my own bullshit right now. Like after last night, I had fun like we where sober with drunk ass people and we had fun. But it made me realize a lot of things, that I'm my own person I am responible for me. I can control myself, and that makes me feel good. Like even though I was sooo pissed off last night (With Justin Throwing up in the back seat) I can out strong and that makes me happy.

NOW Justin throwing up in the back seat, that shit was rediculous!!! Like you dragged it across the whole back seat. Like how the hell you manage to do that? That shit was crazy. But I'm not gonna dwell on that. You had your moment too.


Until Next time,

Ownmygrownwoman,

~Mia~