I don't understand

One Thing I'll never understand is how u say I dont do anything for you. But what I don't understand is how you can sit there and say I don't do shit and you do so much, but what exactly do you do? Yea you make money yea you take care of me money wise, but honestly... what else do you do. You complain about what I don't do, I don't massage you, I don't give you sex more often, but why should I? why should I have sex with you when I have so much yo do, you say I'm on my phone all day but I still get work done. I still make sure my kids are taken care of while you worry about you. You work and then go to school and then come home and play ninja wars and thats it. You claim you always got the baby, but do u really? do u bathe him? do you wash his clothes? do You make his bottles? No... I'm tired of you saying that you ain't want him, you just went along with me. And I wonder why Caleb is always crying with you, he can sense that you don't want him.

It's so funny, cuz I thought I finally met the right one, the one that would be different from everybody else, the diamond in the rough. But in the end you turned out just like the rest. But it's ok, it's cool.

I just can't help but feel, stupid. Like I can't believe that I did it again. I can't believe that I keep changing myself for these guys and then it turns into this. Like, you tell me to depend on you and when I do this is what happens? I am so angry, because I feel so betrayed!!!!!!! How dare you say you don't think we belong together!!! HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT!!!!!!! HOW DARE YOU LIKE I AM JUST SO HURT RIGHT NOW I CAN'T EVEN FINISH THIS FUCKING BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so done with this situation! I'm so done with him, like fuck this I got too much to worry about instead fooling wit his ass