When I get angry....

When I get angry, I get a very hard pulsating feeling in my clit. I am angry right now. Like I am going through some things now, that I can't really get into on this blog, but I have an alternate way of getting it out. I wanted to blog, but I can't even blog really.

So, I'm gonna kinda start rambling....

So I've kinda been on a skype strike cuz after i got into skype here comes troy getting one too (which isn't bad) but he tried to say he cant wait until i get my usb for my laptop so I cant get off his and that kinda hurt my feelings like he's saying I'm hogging his computer. he only uses his computer to look at porn anyway.

Melanie is always whining... it gets on my nerves like always whining i think she whines and cries more then she talks. and what pisses me off most is that she don't do it in school she only does it home. It pisses me off to the highest level of pisstivity.

I am so tired, like all I wanna do is sleep! Sleep and sleep and sleep some more, like idk why I'm so tired I just am... everybody annoys me and nothing really makes me happy for a long time, all i wanna do is sleep. I don't wanna say I'm depressed or anything, I'm just tired...

My mother is getting on my nerves too, I realize i don't know how to handle my emotions cause she don't know how to handle hers either. Every time Melanie does something that makes her mad, she starts she starts screaming and fussing like the world is over and every time i tell her about it she starts going off on me. Like I'm tired of being here, I am tired of being broke, I am just plain ol tired of everything...

All I really wanna do is lay under the covers and sleep :(

I don't have much more to say so... I'm out

~Mia~