Moving On

So everyone keeps bring up old stuff and people in my life are really pissing me off. Like I understand some of it is because they care about me but other parts of it, I feel like they need to mind their own business. One clear example is me and day. Like everyone knows I love day and everything but she just really pissed me off this past weekend. First, at Tierra's party, we were all suppose to leave and have a club day night because the party was wack. So day and amber basically sneak out with out telling anyone while we were cutting the cake. And then she texts me like we left and we waiting for you guys. So I tell Tee that I have to go but she looked really sad and I was like well, I guess I will stay a while longer and the party got live so I ended up not leaving at all. My whole thing was it seemed like she had an attitude with me when I called her and she was like if I knew you weren't leaving, I would have stayed and she was frustrated. But I didn't tell her to leave and thomas didn't leave the party either when club day was his idea!

Also, I am so tired of people bring up ryan. Honestly, I never said anything about his dick being small to all his friends! That was all them who started calling him little dick banks and that has NOTHING to go with me! Even though ryan acted like a pure ass when we went through our situation, its over now and I guess we're friends again. For the record, what happened happened and I am moving on. It did not affect me and I'm still the same person. People keep asking me if I feel different about the situation or if I regret going it and when I tell them no, they look at me like I'm stupid. I want them to understand that I do not feel taken advantage of and that its over! It will probably never happen again but I wouldn't take it back. Plus, day cancelled her Halloween party cause of everyone having sex with each other and being reckless. But apparently she really cancelled it cause of me and ryan and she feels responsible. No one made us have sex. UGH! I just wish people who I didn't talk to personally about the situation (and if your name ain't Mia or Dez or Ryan, I'm talking to YOU!) would mind their damn business! UGH! this is just frustrating and annoying me.

Honestly, I just wish people who are not me, would stop worrying about what I do. If you don't approve of my actions, I don't give a fuck!!! Trust me, your opinion means NOTHING! It meant nothing when you thought of it, it meant nothing when you told me and tomorrow when I wake up and don't remember, it will continue to mean NOTHING! Like I want to just move on but its hard when everyone and their mother is talking about it every other second! UGH!!!!! ANGER!!!!!!!! ANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANGRY PONY

Sandra Out