So my life has been looking up lately. Clearly, I am now 19!! I had a great birthday party and I was able to bring together my party friends and my best friends and they all had a really good time and where able to act normal and bond. Brittnie and my best friend Jessy even bonded so I guess everything worked out. Anyway, on Sunday I was able to sleep in which I've wanted to do forever but couldn't cause of school and work. I woke up at 1 pm and then migrated downstairs and returned to sleep until 6 pm. All in all, it was a great birthday. I wish that Jas would have been in Baltimore but she was with us in spirit.
However, of course Greg had to find a way to piss me off on my birthday. My birthday was on Sunday and me and him went out on Friday. We talking and really just chilled out and it wasn't even like a pressured situation with him and I just feel so comfortable. However, he also told me that he had court on Wednesday and that scared the mess out of me. I mean, he's always been in trouble throughout his life but now he's an adult. I just know that one day he will be in real serious trouble and I will be stuck by myself raising his baby. Anyway, so we talk about it and he was like he's nervous but he hopes everything works out. And then we hugged and........yea so after it was all said and done, I asked him was he coming to my party. (mind you it was like 4am) and he's like oh call me later and ask me and I'm just like whatever fool! You ain't answering your phone. So of course that night, I call and no answer but I wasn't sweating it cause it was my night and if he came, he would have wanted me all to himself and he would have been disappointed with my behavior. Anyway, so he doesn't call on Sunday either to tell me happy birthday and that pissed me the fuck off! How the hell you gonna swear that you wanna be with me for life and you don't even call me on my birthday?! like really though?! But like always with him, I got over it but he didn't even call me after his court date. So, I've been worried and this asshole can't even call to tell me what happened! But today, I called and heard his voice and at least I know he's safe.
This did get my wheels turning and I have a forthcoming message about love.
TaTaFaNow
Sandra Becky Out
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