Little Black Girl Lost

So before I begin...

Lisandra- I feel like you should just let it go for now it was just one night. Like I can't stress it enough if you are you are but I am pretty sure your not. If you was on top like you said then most of the sperm came back out, like I've read a lot that girl on top is not a pregnant position.

***Disclaimer**** I am not a medical doctor

Like sperm can get to u which ever way but with gravity and everything girl on top is least likely to get you pregnant

Dezeray- Idk about you but if Melanie is 16 and smokes weed I'm gonna care lol like I understand that ur happy they'd b open and I'd b happy too but I'd kinda care that she smokes. Just had to say that lol


So on to me, I was kinda sad yesterday because I love hanging out with dez and lizzy but sometimes I feel left out. Like they are always together like day and and day out and I'm always here bored while they are studying and partying and everything. Like I try to ignore it and thank that its just me being jealous, but I'm not hating on them doing them I'm happy!!!! Especially dez!! she deserves to be out and do what she wants cuz she was so shelter so long! Well, I guess that makes envious then. But I just feel like they have so much fun I will never have, every time I go out I always have somebody with me, either troy or the baby or Melanie them they can just get up and go! :( I try not to think about it but it's so bitter sweet I'm happy for them but it makes me sad too :(

But on a better note!!!! I'm still haven't stopped bleeding, I bleed during the day and not at night I kno random I bleed from like 10am to 10pm! I KNOW REALLY RANDOM!! but I'm cool cuz after 10 I get to have crazy monkey sex and wake up really satisfied :)

I schedule my driving hours so I should def have my L's by the end of the year no later then my birthday (2/19) I can't wait so I can get some certified driving lessons from a certified teacher!! I am sooo happy!!!

O am also happy because I got my book in the mail today I ordered Little Black Girl lost 2 I loved the first one and I ordered the second one!!!! Can't wait :)

Until next time,

~Mia out~