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So, I'm bout tired of Demetrius shit too but his ass needed his own blog! Aight, so last night, of course I'm wasted! It was my last day of class and I had been busting my ass for a month! A whole month of no drinking and not really partying or going out or doing anything fun! Anyway, we having a discussion with these guys and Demetrius comes up. At the same time, what do you know?! He updates his facebook status! So I call him and we gets to talking/arguing (mind you this is at like 4am) and basically, I told him I needed to know where I stood! His reply was, I thought we wasn't catching feelings! Time out!! I'm not catching any feelings boo, I just need to know! I'm not the type of female to be fucking 2 or 3 niggas at one time! If you don't wanna fuck me, fine! I can move the fuck on!My whole problem with him and that he says shit like, you only hit me up when you want dick and thats fucked up (we're fuck buddies, why else would I hit you up??). So I assume that meant you wanted me to hit you up other times. So I did. Anyway, long story short, yesterday on the phone he tried to flip it like you be around so often and people starting to think you my girl and blah blah blah...and you and ya friends need to stop calling me lil boy and blah blah blah!

Aight all of that shit could have been handled when I went and saw his ass last friday! We talked about it and he end by saying, I'ma be here saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday and thursday and I replied that I still wasn't gonna chill with his ass and he told me I was wrong. Guess what? I was right!! He was busy...I understand. I wasn't pressed BUT I was right and there was no point in him trying to front about it

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I wrote this a couple days ago and I was so angry that I just stop writing and ran to the bathroom and burst out crying...like I clearly wrote an earlier blog about how great he was and now I'm realizing he's just an ass like the rest of them! I don't know...like he does have the potential to be a good guy cause he does little shit when I'm mad at him or whatever to make me forgive him but honestly I would rather us just stop dealing with each other all together....sheet ain't worth it and I realize I can't just have sex and spend time with someone without catching some kind of feelings...oh well, bout to deticate this energy to somewhere else....maybe get a new fish or something

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