Day 4-8.. or so I think lol

You know the deal so no need in wasting time explaining!

Day 4
Dear PostSecret,

I'm happy that I'm over him.

Love,
Mia

Short and sweet. I'm happy that I'm over Melanie's father. To be honest, I didn't think I'd ever be over him. As much as I hated being with him, he was all I knew really. I was with him for practically all my teenage years, we grew up together and we knew each other, we still know each other and we still can finish each other sentences but it just wasn't meant to be, if I was with him I wouldn't be as successful as I am now nor would I have my fat man.

Day 5
Dear PostSecret,

I love being a mommy more than anything. I feel like it's my life's destiny.

Love,
Mia

I LOVE being a mother, I love the whole process of it, the proud times, the sad times, the angry times, all of it. I have 2 beautiful children and I love them even when they make me upset. I've always wanted to be a mother, when I was younger I wanted dolls, because I love pretending to have children, I even used to pretend to make them lol. If I could be a stay at home mother, I would. Or have my own business from home, I would I just love being a mom, and I don't care that I became one at 15 either. Would I change that? NOPE it only made me stronger.

Day 6
Dear PostSecret,

I'm afraid to officially be on my own.

Love,
Mia

I am afraid of failure. I'm afraid of having to come back home because I failed. I feel like I'm too young but I'm not. I just feel kinda rushed, but I know it's for the better. I know that me and Troy are making the right decisions, but I'm afraid. And I feel like there's nothing wrong with that.

Day 7
Dear PostSecret,

I always thought my life was a story being told to kid angels.

Love,
Mia

Idk it's just something silly I believed when I was a kid. lol nothing more


Day 8
Dear PostSecret,

If she told me those three words more often, I wouldn't have went looking for it.

Love,
Mia

My mother wasn't the type to say I love you. She always told me that I knew that she loved me. But there are somethings that kids need and like to hear. My brother is just like her. His gf tells me all the time how she wants him to get in touch with his emotions. But he's not like that just like my mom isn't. I just wanted to be loved. That's is. I know she loves me, but I just wanted to be hugged kissed and told that I'm loved. She never did that for me. So now, I tell me kids that I love them everyday, I kiss them, hug them and I want them to know how much they mean to me, I don't want them to grow up not feeling the love I felt.

That's it for now.

tobecontinued
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