Tired

So tired of this bullshit!!! I was already tired and shit but now this fool at work wanna be irritating me! ugh this is why I need to marry rich! Forget all that marrying for love and what nots! I need a millionaire so I don't have to work and can be a kept woman! Like the rules at this job are dumb...they weren't dumb when I started but they dumb now!! UGH!! no lie....I give Mia and Troy all the props in the world cause idk how they do it! If I was Mia and had a baby and sheet, I would be trying to get me a man with money and who is established and all that good shit but she is marrying the guy she loves and willing to struggle together! Honestly, if I do get hire elsewhere, I'm leaving the damn aquarium! I mean I'm leaving in August anyway so what difference is a couple of months gonna make! Every supervisor wanna do their own thing and enforce certain things and not others and that shit is dumb! If its slow as shit, duh I'm get on the internet! Ain't shit else to do! I don't have any homework, ain't no customers and NO I AM NOT STAMPING NO DAMN TICKETS!! I don't care! you ain't doing shit in that office but watching youtube videos or on facebook or apply for other jobs! Or of course, geeking! Get the fuck out my face with that bullshit!!

And you know what, its not even my job that is bothering me! Its the people around me in general! they just been pissing me off! We'll start with kahri! This nigga annoyed me for 2 hours trying to get me to talk to dezeray! Mind ya fucking business!!! You don't even live here!! He talking boout he wants us to be friends when he comes home for xmas and shit! I don't fucking care! it aint about what you want nigga! you aint in this friendship and don't think I'ma act phoney just to make ya ass happy! He's like dezeray did the same shit to me! she deleted me off facebook and deleted my number and blah blah blah...she don't think when she do stuff but I kept calling her and bothering her and now we friends! KAHRI THERE IS A FUCKING DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME!! NUMBER ONE, I do not need friends!! I'm not gonna commit suicide because she stopped talking to me! Oh well, if we never speak again, we just don't! Obviously, we share friends so eventually, we'll run into each other but since she goes out of her way to be M.I.A. from every event I'm at, I don't care! She tells people to tell me she don't wanna talk about it and she don't want any drama. HA! Don't talk to me then! Simply as that, you would think after being my best friend she would know better than that but I guess not! NUMBER TWO, this is the last time I am saying it, to him and to everyone else! I have never and will never chase after someone who doesn't want to be chased! Thats not my style! I do know how Dezeray acts and that she does this often...I don't care. I'm not chasing her and begging for her forgiveness! That shit was crudy and I don't fucking care! Everyone is talking bout I hurt her feelings and all this other shit, she should have told me that shit herself! She should have talked to me instead of deleting me on facebook and then yelling at me in the thread to leave her alone. Fine. This discussion is over and it's not open for discussion again. The next person to talk to me about her or try to convince me to talk to her or whatever is getting cussed out off bat!

What else? hummm....oh yea my other teacher sending us emails about readings and assignments for next semester! BITCH! school ended yesterday...leave me the fuck alone! I don't want any emails from you until january! I really want ya ass to GO AWAY!!! ugh...sheet like this makes me wanna transfer to morgan! I hate annoying ass teachers who nag you by email every minute because they care! I don't care about you! your not my mother so fall back bitch! ugh and then my other teacher apologizing for some shit that was in her control! I'm not gonna validate your guilty feelings! No, I'm not gonna tell you its ok and blah blah blah! Get out of my face bitch! I don't care that your so so so so so so sorrrrryyyyy and you wish there was something you could do! There is something you can do! fix that shit! ugh....I got another rant coming lol

PissedTheFuckOff
Lisandra