Nobody has ever told me

For as long as I been alive, nobody has ever told me I deserved something. Yesterday Troy told me that he hopes I get a nice car once we get out taxes or our lawsuit money that I get a nice car cuz he thinks I deserve it. Like I was taken back by what ye said, and my first reaction was to say no I don't cuz nobody has ever told me that I deserve something, like I say it all the time but I never mean it, but to hear someone else say it and mean it, it warmed my heart. And it made me happy!!! He also told me he knew how much it meant to me to have a car and he's right like I am about to shed happy tears cuz he cares and he does know how I feel! Like I will admit of course Troy can be an asshole he'll tell you himself, but normally when Troy talks about how I feel it's normally cuz I told him first, but this time he knew b4 I told him =) like he knew in my heart how much getting a car and being independant means to me. Like I am so thankful for him cuz he knows how to cheer me up and I feel the most down. Like I was just sitting here at work bored when I thought about yesterday and how he made me happy! Like I love him so much and sometimes he makes me feel warm and fuzzy so I wanted to happy blog about Troy and not a sad one!!!