fukai mori / deep forest

I wish I was little again ... life is great being an adult but i feel so nostalgic about my childhood years. Talk about somethine you'll never get back ....

I mean I will never be a kid again. I am almost 18 ... all the stuff I have been looking forward to my whole life is almost here and it's just hitting me so fast. I mean I really do miss super small things that I know won't be the same:

  • having my bedroom ... my bedroom was like an extension of myself ... now its all empty kind of like a museum
  • curling up late at night to watch inuyasha in my little brothers' room. That show was probably my favorite show of all time at one point ... back when being up at 12:30 midnight was something i had to sneak and do because my grandmother would tell me go to bed because i have to go to school in the morning
  • wearing a uniform to school. Yes, I do miss wearing a school uniform.
  • how I made a big deal presenting to my grandmother about how I really wanted to buy Pokemon Ruby and a new gameboy advance and how it worked and how the day I got it I played it all day and how much I loved it
  • daydreaming!!! I'll always be a daydreamer, but these days my daydreaming gets interrupted or I have to think about something important. I miss the days when daydreaming always led to a really good project or story to undertake
  • I miss getting passionate about small things that have no significance, like my myspace page which i just basically deleted
Oh well. Moving on ... now I can do what I want sooo its a fair trade off

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