Always Be My Baby

So I just wanted to blog just because...I feel like I haven't in a while so we need to reconnect! My last blog was very angry but since then me and him have made up (who didn't see that coming?).

~sidebar:so I'm writing this from work and this guy just called mad cause we told him that baltimore city offices ARE CLOSED today! He said he used to work in Baltimore and they are open but they are closed! So he hung up...lol crazy man!~

Anyway, its funny how random my life is! Like I'm randomly at work today and I was looking for scholarships but I stopped on that. I need to jsut transfer to community college and stop trying to pay $25000 a year for 4 classes! I can buy my damn Passat with that money!! SHEETTT!!!! Plus I still needs books and thats another $400 I don't have. Grr....this school pisses me off so much.....and I was gonna get a second job but I trashed that idea. Last semester, I felt swamped trying to balance all my class and this one aqua job so I need to just focus on school and maybe I can finda baby sitting job....ummm hey Mia!! you know anyone that needs a baby sitter?? I'm real cheap (ha!) and I will pick up the damn kids my own self!! Plus my scholarship required me to do community service so I have no time to get a second job and do my psych papers. Oh well...maybe eric will get signed really soon and can start paying for things (not that I mind paying since I have the pussy and I make the rules lol)...

which reminds me....a while ago people kept telling me I was there good luck charm and being around me had a positive influence on their lives and I'm starting to believe it. I don't think it has anything to do with luck though lol...like I just push people and I refuse to settle. For example, Greg. He wanted to be with me but I refused to be with him if he ain't go back to school OR get a legal job (I understand that school ain't for everybody lol) and he started working at the zoo. Then we stopped talking but he told me he was gonna start going to class and I was so proud! Example 2, Brittnie. I made that ho who she is!! I was the one who talked her through the damn corrections training and encouraged her to get her shit together!! and now eric! He is going to get signed and I'ma make sure it happens! No one says no to me...idk why! It might be cause I'm adorable or maybe my amazing skills to talk myself into and out of any situation! I'm telling you, I can talk a homeless man out of some change! So I'ma do my best and get him out there....kind of like his PR person (but I can fuck him at night lol). YAY ME!

anyway: I'm rambling mostly because I'm bored...I'm going to go look for baby sitting jobs now and spend more time with Mia so I can get adjusted to children! I can't wait til I go back to school cause I'ma devote my Mon and Weds to Mia since we get out of school around the same time! YAY!