So I don’t know how to feel right now but y’all know I can’t sleep with shit on my mind so here it goes. Today (technically yesterday) I was playing with my boyfriend’s phone because my phone and my laptop were dead! (I know…what kinda shitty ass luck?!) so he was talking bout someone he didn’t know texting him and I went to his messages to see if I knew the number or the person. (of course this was just an excuse to go through his messages!!!) Everything I have EVER read or heard of told me to close the phone and put it down then but I just had to know! I mean if everything is what he told me, I would find nothing and could continue with my existence. So I’m going through the messages, not really reading them but just glancing at the names and the first couple of words (and of course they are all female) and then I realize I don’t care what they are saying, I care about what he is telling them!
~sidebar: there is NO point in getting mad at the other woman! She ain’t in your damn relationship and the guy is the trifling one. For all I know, them females might not even know I exist!~
ANYWAY, so I’m reading what he says and just the normal stuff like hey, blah blah blah and then I come across these different messages! He’s talking to some 17 year old girl telling her that he hopes she’s single in a year so they can be together (mind you my boyfriend is 22). What kinda shit is that?! I was thrown off by this tomfoolery!! How dare you TRY to fuck with the princess?! Does he not know that he will be dealt with accordingly! So I text my two bad bitches (Mia and Nikki) because they are in relationships and I’m sure have went through their man’s phones a couple of times. They both think differently but in this case both agreed that I need to confront his ass about it?! Honestly I have nothing to tell him! He gonna say it was just talk and he with me and then flip the script and claim I don’t trust him!! DAMN RIGHT I DON’T! you planning on not being with me in a year and we ain’t even been together for a damn month!! On top of that, I think he wants to use me and that shit ain’t sliding! Don’t ask me to take you nowhere or buy you anything cause the answer is NO! you don’t contribute gas to blueberry and you ain’t got no job! Furthermore, if I want dick, I will come over when I fucking feel like it and if I don’t best believe you will be blown off! I am really pissed about this shit and think it is time to pull out my black book, along with my freak’em dress collection!! If this sounds like I’m being harsh, oh well, you read my other blogs! I am a hot head and once you make me mad I don’t cool down for a while! AND I MEAN A MINUTE!! And furthermore, it pisses me off that he gets mad and jealous when I talk or dance with other guys but look at his ass! Next party we go to together, we’ll see just how mad I make him! Hopefully, ryan or rashad is there just cause I know he don’t like them! I’ll show them every little nasty freak move and let them touch me ANYWHERE! HA!
InTheWordsOfAmanda:Sheeet!!!!
Backy Out!!
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