Stupid Chemistry

So after that whole situation with Nikea over the summer, I stopped dealing with Gregory totally. Like I realized that he was an asshole in all forms of the word and that he did NOT care about me or my feelings and furthermore he damn sure didn’t respect me which is worse. So I stopped answering his calls, blocked his number from my cell phone and told everyone that I did NOT want them relaying messages back and forth between us. So last night, he texted me….I knew I shouldn’t have replied but I was so curious to know what the hell he wanted! So I replied and he tried to act like shit was all cool and I just been ducking him out! I told him that the shit with Nikea that night was unacceptable and that’s why I ain’t want to deal with him no more and he apologized.-_-. (It goes without saying that I was thinking whatever in my head!) But then he proceeds to tell me that he is salty because I give his brother my number one night! His brother ain’t even call me so its whatever son! He is also salty because I told him I was with Quentin and couldn’t deal with him anymore but I gave out my number! (1) you have no claims to me! Don’t worry about who has my number (2) your goal was to break me and Quentin up which was why you wanted to deal with me in the first place! (3) GET THAT BULLSHIT OUT OF HERE! I mean I understand how his feelings were hurt but he’s played so many games with me that I can’t trust him and I damn sure can’t be friends with him again! It’s just some things that ain’t supposed to be together! He and I are like baking soda and vinegar. We do our own thing separate, get together and blow up and then settle back down! I’m tired of this cycle! I know I love him but love can only do so much but hopefully he’s realized that you can’t play all your life and expect shit to work out.

IMissHimButIRefuseToGoBack
SandraOut