Filling In Some Blanks

So I haven't blogged in a while. There's no real reason why actually. I just been busy with school and focusing on other stuff. Plus I don't have anyone extra special in my life right now so there's definately less drama to deal with and blog about it. As a recap, I'm still in school. I'm still a psych and spanish double major. I still live with my mom. I'm still driving the same car. You see where I'm going with this! I'm still just me. Same person I always have been and same person I always will be plus or minus a few friends and boyfriends.My best friend is pregnant with my first god child so I'm excited! I mean I was excited when Mia was pregnant with Celab but this is different. Its like I'm having a baby of my own cause she involves me in every process as I'm sure Mia did with Dezeray when she had Melanie. Like I was the first person she told and she texts me when she's scared or nervous or just needs someone to hear her out and of course I'm always going to understand and never judge her! She's always been the more mature out of us two but people have always swore she messed up here and there. I think she's perfect just the way she is and everyone can go fuck themselves. (including those who are talking about her right now!). The only sad part is that she is due while I'm in Spain. I secretly wished that I would get denied from my program so that I would be here with her and it sucks that I'm going to miss it. But I am excited to be leaving! I always wanted to leave Baltimore for an extended period of time and this is my chance. I always kinda regretted not going to University of Tampa for college and always had a what if moment. I mean I see Jasmine in New York and she loves it but she's also more independent than me. I mean I can't be without my mom for a whole day let along a semester. Maybe I'll convince her to fly there in October and then she can just stay til Decemember with her god sister! I feel handicapped in a way. Like all my friends have these "strained" relationships with their parents and/or siblings and all I have is my mom. My brother started working at the zoo and I never realized how much I really care about him until I thought I had let him down by not picking him up. Like I was crying and everything. Well I'm tired of writing lol.
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