Real Side

So lately, I've been realizing that the people are phoney. And not just people, but people that at one point I cared about. I feel like I am too old for the games and therefore I am at the point where I dont care. For example, Brittnie told me she still loved me like a week ago and the other night she was like she wish she never said and I'm just some play thing. In the past, this would have made me mad and sad but at that point I just didn't care. I told her fine and don't talk to me. The funny thing is, I actually meant it. Like if we never spoke again, my life would go on. Example 2, Greg. He claimed he doesn't talk to me because he doesn't have a phone but my boyfriend saw him on the phone in school. Once again, in the past this would have hurt me that he lied but I don't care. I'm not even going to confront him because he was a lair in the past and he will probably continue to lie to me until the day he dies. And once again I accept that. I am realizing that I am maturing and they are not. I need someone on my level who doesn't play games and do dumb stuff. Futhermore, I also need something who can say what is on their mind and if they want me to fuck off, say so.

YouAintSayingNothing
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