The Other Night whY?????

So i just put T.O.N.Y on and i decided to blog about somethings cuz it's been a while for me since I got my new phone and have no need to get on the computer.


First off, Lisandra I completely feel you on your blog. (even tho its kinda old) but I was hurt by it too cuz I do feel like she chooses them over us but i also feel like she chooses you over us too. U c her all the time and I only see her when it seems like she needs something but I stop pressing the issue cuz one, I'm the only one getting upset by it. and two dezeray always has an answer for whatever you say instead of her saying sry she has a reason for a reason y she did what she did so I stopped caring cuz its clear she doesn't


So I am so ready to to pop almost like I feel more and more uncomfortable as each day pass. I try not to complain but ugh!!!!! i get tired of feeling full all the time. and it doesn't help with Melanie acting like god knows what all babyish and getting on my nerves and whining like idk what her problem is but she's slowly going back to herself so hopefully this was just a phase.

another thing that s been happening is that I've been very irritated recently and i try to shake it off but every time I'm trying to somebody is always asking me y i look the way i look and y this and y that and all i wanna b is alone and not asked a bunch of questions

well now I'm becoming distracted so I'm gonna stop