FML #2

Okay so ive come to the conclusion that there is no point in wanted anyone in life because you never actually ge tthe one you want.

alright that probably sounds really pesimistic but in my life i have really liked alot of girls and can honestly say that of the girls that i have actually really liked from the start i have dated mayb one of them. But i always seem to attract the girls that i had no interest in. Like this goes even for today like the one girl that i really like probably has no clue that i like them and on top of that even if they do know i couldnt be with them now anyway. yet I have two girls i could care less about on my heels like its fucking frustrating. and the thing that makes it even worse is that i have a fucking conscience, like two of my friends here in Hawaii Ken and Mike they dont have a conscience (well not completely) so like if they kno they can fuck a girl their all over it but me i would feel wrong to fucking lead someone on like that and to potentially hurt someone like thats not cool to do. So now im stuck in a position where two girls i found cool like me and i need to figure out how i can be friends with them without leading them on and have them thinking that i like them to.

I SERIOUSLY WONDER IF LIFE WOULD BE EASIER IF I JUST DIDNT GIVE A FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!