Wut it do!!!!

Ok, ok , I know its been awhile, but so much, both good and bad has happened, so I'm gonna try my best to keep you updated! So if you know me, you know I'm random, so I'm gonna just start and go from there so try to stay with me. lol

Ok so this week is gonna be the best week ever for me! Troy comes right back home 2mar and I'm uber excited about that. Tuesday not only do i get to vote for the president for the first time, but Troy's gonna be here and we're gonna spend time together like we used to back when we was in high school!! am i a bad person because I'm more excited that troys gonna b here than for voting? like i am gonna vote regardless of how long the lines gonna be, but i just wanna lay wit him in the middle of the day and just FUCK. (sigh) can't wait. (oh btw I just realized that i have to paint my nails) Then Wednesday, I soooo get paid! yay me, yay money! the Thursday I get paid, AGAIN! Then I'm getting my hair done Thursday but idk how, like ugh I wanna cut it, but then again i just want to add some track. but nonetheless i do need a perm. Friday not only is it Friday, but Troy's back home AGAIN so this week is quick, and just perfect! and I'm just so happy.

ummm...... yesterday, no lets start wit Friday night.
I cried. Me and troy was talkin about dez, not talkin badly just talkin. And he like started talking about all the stuff she tells him that "I" never even heard. So I cried cuz i felt like i tell her everything but yet him and her are talking behind my back, like wtf do they talk about, and it angers me cuz he acts like ooo she tells me this hahahaha im important hahahaha like and it blows me. SO i told her that i wasn angry cuz i tell her everything and that she hides stuff. so she told me not to fear and all was good. But also on Friday night, troy "accidentally" went through my phone without my permission. And then had an attitude with me. cuz he saw something that he didn't wanna c but yet didn't come and ask me. so like i feel like its his fault cuz he never even came to me and asked me wut we was talkin about. then at work Saturday we where just not talking to each other because he didn't wanna look like an asshole. so idk

hmmm wut else happened that's blog worthy........ hmmmmmm idk i really don't so I think I'm gonna cut it here and if ne thing else happens blog, I promise to keep up, but before i go I got another tattoo, its a Capricorn sign and its for troy and me and lisandra went together to get it, like i was soo Happy she came with me!!!!!!! but ne who, that's it, I juts knew I had to post that, but now I'm going to bed I have to get up early.