And then at 2 am......

So I'm awake at 2 am. I've already tried going back to sleep but I just rolled around and by the time I rolled back over, only 2 minutes had passed. Now 40 minutes later, I figure I'll blog and hopefully clearing my mind will help me get some much deserved sleep. 1. There is a bug on my wall. It has a lot of legs and is bothering me. I hit it with a shoe which only crushed his little head and stuck him to my wall. Ugh. I need Justin to come remove his nasty ass bug body. He wiggled for a while but now he's just there, a constant reminder of how much I dislike shit with more than 4 legs. Ugh. 2. I'm excited to meet my little nephew. I don't normally like boys but I guess its different when you really love them and its family. Its always just been me and my mom and Denny for so long that I never felt any connection to anything in the US. Now I have Justin and Dezzy and Hunter. I can't imagine moving far and never seeing them again or watching their family grow or watching Hunter grow up. I hope I don't miss the birth but I'm sure Justin will call me (at least he better). Dez really is the sister I've always wanted and I'm so happy for her. I know her whole life is about to change but I KNOW she's gonna be an amazing mom to Hunter and raise him to be a great man like she did with her brother. As for me, I intend to be the fun aunt. Justin will obviously have to be the one laying down the law cause I just won't be able to say no to a dezzy mini, just like I can't say no to her. 3. I'm excited to meet my next godchild. Yes, Jessy is pregnant again! And unlike with Ev, I will actually be around for her this time. I can go to appointments and bring her food and help her out like I try to do for Dez. In college, I always felt guilty because I honestly didn't have the time or money and I just sucked as a godmom and best friend. Now I'm slowly stepping up and trying to be there more often and make sure that I text and I'm going to visit more often. All I'm doing is working and thats not super important. What's important is the time I spend with both her and Ev. Just like Dez, she's my older, mature sister and Ev is a mini her. Thats enough venting about that. I have a different blog that I really need to write. Read that one too! #SeeYouSoon ~SandraOut