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I am in a relationship with a lazy person. I'm probably not making it any better, but i don't have the energy to fight it. It takes ENTIRELY TOO MUCH TO FIGHT IT. I work 2 jobs and come home to do shit... I'M TIRED!!

So what I choose to work. tf is the point???? I work to stay a float and you bitching cuz I don't spend anytime with isn't gonna make me stop working when we will be fucked if I stop working one of my jobs. It annoys me that everything I do is a fucking problem. I talk to that girl it's a problem. I work and it's a problem!! like I'm pissed now cuz I asked you to change a pamper and you said no. Like why? the fuck did you do all day???? why r u making this hard for me!! I just don't understand and I'm on the verge of tears... I'm fucking stressed... and your not helping me any!!! What can you possibly say that you are doing that helping me? Besides asking me to suck your dick because you feel neglected!!! I feel like I am about to explode from just holding shit and holding shit in like I feel like im on the verge of a breakdown because I can't say anything to you because you'll make me look like an ass!!! I'm just tired!! I wanna escape I wanna have a day when I can do me and do what I wanna do but instead I can't I have to keep on going and keep piling shit on. I feel so many ways right now and I don't know what to do. I think I'm gonna give it a rest and just go smoke or something to ease my mind.