Coming clean

So for the past 3 days I have been posting a status addressed to post secret and confessing something about myself. So to go along with those statuses I will write the story that goes with it here on the blog. I will do this until the end of the year because I do not wanna go unto e new year or becoming 21 holding on to past issues and secrets, consider this a re-birth.

Day 1

Dear PostSecret,
I feel like I'm not as smart as my friends.

Love,
Mia

Its not much to say about this besides what it states. I don't feel as smart as my friends. (By friends I mean my fellow bloggers of this blog and other friends) Like they all got scholarships and all have there school thing going and I feel I guess stupid because I'm not in school and idk I just feel like an outsider. They all are smart and talented and doing well in school like idk its hard to explain and I'll go into details later when I feel like it.

Day 2

Dear PostSecret,

I just want her to be as proud of me as she is of him.

Love,
Mia

I've probably talked about this in previous blogs about how I feel like my mom isn't as proud of me as she is my brother. I feel like the black sheep at times because she treats us differently. She's always down my back about something, but she was never on him as much as she is on me. Like he's so successful and has so much to show for everything and me I'm still at home with 2 kids. I've done successful things, I work I'm always trying to better myself, but I just feel like i can't compare to him.

Day 3

Dear PostSecret,

I like to stare at him when he's not looking at me. :)

Love,
Mia

I think that Troy has the most beautiful eyes and facial feature, it's almost baby like when I look at him, like I just love to stare at him while not looking and see the handsome man I'm about to marry.

that's all I've done so far I will blog everyday or every couple of days and reveal the secrets and the stories behind them.

timeforhealing
<3miachennelle<3