New penguin salad + mood swings + religion

Penguin Salad is changing! From now on we are going to blog more often! And i'm going to update those tired bio's that don't even fit us anymore. And this boring layout. I'm going to custom make one. With a logo that I've been playing around with in my head for awhile (but watch me fail at actually drawing it). Idk I just need penguin salad to be more exciting lol. I get bored of the same thing and when something is new it makes me happy. So I haven't been here in a while but I noticed today someone took my old twitter name (penguinsalad) and it hurt! I was like Penguin Salad is MY brainchild! MINE! they even have a dumbass box that says PNGN SLD and Im like come up with your own thing! I hope they never log into twitter again! That twitter was still linked to my facebook page for crying out loud. Anyway I love penguin salad and I'm about to make it new again.

Anyway my updates:

I never believed hormones actually made you emotional and moody. Whenever people say "I have mood swings" or "I'm an emotional person" I was always like oh whatever you just like being dramatic. Or you just need to grow up. THAT WAS UNTIL I EXPERIENCED IT FIRST HAND! I got on nuvaring birth control and all I do is have mood swings! It's so weird because I was always the most carefree and least attached-to-emotion person I and all my friends know and now I'm just like everyone else. Throughout the day I will feel up and down and up and down. One day I woke up, looked at the clock, burst into tears, cried myself to sleep again and woke up like wtf just happened. That time I woke up happy! wtf!

Anyway I'm trying to adapt to it because it's kind of cool. It's like I have no control over how I feel and it makes me feel less athiest. I used to always be worried I would be athiest (not that it's anything wrong with it, but Idk what I am yet and I'm mostly afraid of 1. being athiest in the case that God is real and offending him, or 2. being christian in the case that God isn't real and wasting my life being inhibited). So I always felt like I would be athiest but now that I'm more emotional I feel more inclined to believe in God. Idk its like I don't have control over my own emotions so someone must have control of them! lol.

Religion is difficult. At the moment I am still just floating around and not really worried about figuring it out because it will just come to me whatever my religion turns out to be.

FACTS:

hormones = mood swings = general tendency towards being emotional

(me) + (general tendency towards being emotional) = me leaning away from atheism

(me) - (general tendency towards being emotional) = me leaning toward atheim

QUESTION:

is religion just based on how emotional you are? cause if so that means its made-up ... idk ... anyway please dont judge me like if your really religious and you read this post :)