So its been a while.....

Yea its been a little while, so let me start off by saying Happy birthday ME!!!!!!!

So next week I find out what I maybe having, either next week or the following week either way we will kno soon!my stomach it slowly getting bigger like now i don't look just chubby i look like I might b pregnant hehe!! So lets see its a new year and I am changing for the better I'm not letting nuffin get to me to stress me out!!!! Like I feel like this year is a good one so far nothing but good things have been happening to me and I hope it continues (knock on wood)

Now I'm listening to T.I song dead and gone and I feel like that the old me is dead and gone and I'm living for me and my baby which i love and he (cuz I think is maybe a he but i could be wrong) is a morning wiggler I was trying to get back to sleep and he was just wiggling and wiggling away I guess he didn't like me laying on my stomach but that's the only way i can go to sleep hehe I cant wait to find out what it is.

ugh Im so hungry, like grrrr damn im hungriness!!! Like I realized that I need to eat small frequent meals instead of big meals so I wont feel hungry all the time but i never kno what I be wanting!! that sucks too.


hmmmm Idk what else to talk about, I don't wanna bring up ne thing negative because my head starts hurting and my baby don't like it either he starts making my stomach hurt so I wont b mean and negative for him. i mean I could say her and it maybe a her, but idk I want a girl I really do but idc i just wanna kno so me and whoever it is can get friendlier, but im leaving it and gods hands cuz he knows whats best for me :)