Unpretty

People tell me all the time that I'm pretty. But I don't feel like I am. I've been with Troy almost 3 years, and he doesn't even think I'm pretty. I don't even think he loves me. How can he say he love me, when he'd change everything about me? The way I dress, the way I talk, the way I act... If you'd change all those things, than what do you like about me. It's hurtful cuz I never talk or say I'd change anything about him. There are things I don't like, but I don't bring it up because that's only hurting people self esteem. I already have low self-esteem and it hurts my feelings that he'd talk down on me. But maybe I should do what he do and talk down on him and lets see how he'd like that. Tell him what I don't like I bet he'll probably try to leave. I swear life is so one-sided!

I'm going to go to bed and elaborate on this more 2mar.


Until next time,
~Miachennel~