Here we go again

OK so its official, I'm pregnant and the insults have started coming in. Troy's aunt (even tho she tried to be nice) told me I was stupid and this was just the wrong time. She told me I was dumb, stupid, slow, retarded all of the above for letting troy convince me to stop taking my pills that I know better than that. I try to be strong because I know everything happens for a reason, and God won't put anything on you that you can't bear, and I continue to pray to God and thank him for everything that he's done for me and continue to for me and everyone I come in contact with daily.

So, on a good note I have an ultrasound appointment next Thursday, I'm excited to see my little collection of cells. Oh yea and a heartbeat lol.

I try to be strong like and keep a hard shell, but sometimes worlds can hurt more than physical abuse. Like yea I know ppl will be ppl, but it still doesn't mean that that shit doesn't still hurt.

But I'll be OK, I know I will God won't put anything on me that he knows I can't bear.