Dear Love: Second Letter

Dear Love,

I am writing you again but this time everything has changed. I no longer wonder where you went or wish you would come back. I think you never visited me a first time. Maybe I imagined it because I wanted it to be true. Or maybe you were just a ghost who haunted me day and night. Whatever the case, I will no longer await your visits and wear my heart on my sleve like some fool. I am officially over you. It feels so good to say it now. I never thought I would honestly mean it but after last night, I realize that you were not worth it. You were not worth it then and you are not worth it now. The things I did for you are crazy and I see today that I was blinded by you.

FinalGood-Bye
Sandra

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Dear Greg,

I hope one day that you read this and feel like shit. I gave up my entire fucking life for you and you threw it back in my face. I can honestly say it might have been my fault. You were honest with me every strep of the way and still I thought that I could change you! When you told my best friend you loved her and then broke her heart, I forgave you. When you ruined a great friendship with my baby sister, I forgave you. When you ruined my high school graduation, I forgave you. When you ended my engagement, I forgave you. When you fucked up my birthday, I forgave you. But for August 19, 2010, I will never forgive you! You looked me dead in my face and lied to me. Not only that but you proved that it was nothing but a physical thing for you. "Come on, I miss your head. It was so good. I miss your pussy. I wanna do it again" Yup, your fucking words! And as you said them, I realized that you don't give 2 shits about me! I'm nothing more than a convenient suck and fuck! It just happens that I'm also cute. And then you said that you could lose me. HA! I wanted to ask you why but I was afraid of your answer. I wanted you to say it was cause you loved me and would miss me but I'm sure it's because I can suck dick and my pussy is tight!! And when I still told you know what do you do?? Toss me to the side and tell my best friend you want a second chance! *correction: not to the side but to your best friend!* Ain't that some shit! You would let your best friend fuck me just like that, huh? All that shit about you wanting to be the only one was PURE DO-DO!!!! OMG! like I wish I could say that I'm not mad or bitter about it but I am! I'm happy that your ex cheated on you and broke your heart! I am so happy!! I wish me and her were on speaking terms so I could thank her! You asked did I know what it felt like when you would do anything for someone and they throw it back in your face and the answer is yes. I did everything I could to make you happy and you threw it back in mine. And then has the audacity to try and move on in my face! I only regret on beating ya ass! I should have used that golden opportunity to slap that little grin off your face! Ha! If I see you again, I'll make you regret everything.

LoveDontLiveHere
Lisandra