i am going to buy a scale
eleven pounds in two weeks
just tired
i just felt like i needed to blog and get some things thats been bothering me off of my chest. so i so fucking mad cuz most likely i will have to buy a new car and tats so fucked up cuz i dont have the money or the means. then i am so tired of the norm and my life is starting to be routine and boring and thats driving me crazy im not likeing it but soon i'll have someone here that will make my life anything but routine so i cant wait for him to come. i'm really anxious for him to be here but i can wait for him to be 40 weeks full term cuz i want hime to have full brain development cuz you know once he's out he cant get that time we lost back so i'll be patient for him to come so all isn't bad but still i need some spice in my life before i go crazy so ttyl.